Have you ever felt so alone? Did you ever have those days where you felt like an empty person? Well ok, I sure don't know about you, whoever is reading this, but I do know how I feel. Deep down inside I feel hollow. I feel plain, more like an empty cylinder.
All I see is black. Why, you ask? That's another one of my questions to which I have no answer to at all. I feel numb, not my emotions, but physically numb. All I can hear is the echo of my endless roaming thoughts. I don't enjoy doing this, you know...talking to myself. I want to be unleashed from the state I currently am in, but don't have the power of will...moreover, I don't have the power to do so. It seems as if my brain has been put on snooze, leaving my body to sleep a bit longer, except my heart...which is the only reason to why I am still here. Sad, isn't it?
Sometimes I contemplate whether I'm this real person or just a shadow in the dark. Having to feel being left behind is the worst nightmare you can ever experience. Wait, is it a nightmare after all?
You do realise how many questions I have, the only problem is that I don't have the answers to them. These questions don't even make up a quarter of the proportion I have in that tiny selfless ball of a brain up there. What a shame.
But if there's one thing I do know about myself...it's my name.
I'm Natal.
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Wow!
ReplyDeleteVery mysterious o.O
I likey XD
Keep it up (YY)!
xoxo
Bambii
Thank you. And I sure will xo.
ReplyDeleteSunset ?
ReplyDeleteYes, it's me Sunset...
ReplyDeleteOMG where have u beeeeeeeen ?????
ReplyDeleteand why i can not locate ur other blog ?
I've pretty much been MIA...with exams, internals and externals, it has been really hectic. I also got bored with my other blog, I just didn't feel there was any "Sunset" left in me, really...so yeah, I deleted it. And thank you so much H, really good to hear from you! And I miss you so much!
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